My dearest hubby, I love you so much. Sometimes I don't even understand where it's all coming from . It is such an overwhelming feeling that makes me cry . It fills me with such tenderness, I can't even put it into words. I am so happy to love you and to be loved by you. And it's not that crazy passionate kind of love, this one is really , truly endless, which will go on no matter what. It sounds tacky, but it is true, I know it. You also know it, I can feel. And yes, it is getting stronger every day we live. I do feel extremely attached ( i always hated that in myself) and start missing you the minute you are gone through the door. Sometimes I keep calling your cell phone just to hear your voice on the answering machine. Unbelievable.
And i am sorry for things I did, they hurt you deeply. It was unbearable for me to see you in pain. Please forgive me. And you will, but you won't forget. I don't blame you. I wouldn't even be able to deal with such a thing at all if I were in your place. I just want you to know how much I appreciate you, and my life without you would be quite empty. I'm not afraid to say those three words "I Love You" any more. I will be saying them over and over again. I LOVE YOU DEARLY.
And i will always be your "shmumpkin".