It all begun a couple of years ago, and in the past few months it started picking up intensity. I finally feel like I am into something, into realizing what I am, why I'm here and what I can do. You know, it's like you've suspected something for a long-long time, but it seemed so blurry, far-fetched and even crazy, and all of sudden, it's all so clear and you realize that it's all true and you haven't lost your mind over things, as you might have suspected. I got exhausted with all the petty things, dead-end relationships and so on. I'm not interested in participating in mundane habits that bring zero satisfaction. It's amazing how finally I'm starting to get in touch with my intuition, sometimes you just think of something, and it surfaces right in front of you. It's still a process, and I do get into a habit of diminishing my gut feeling, contemplating, rationalizing...So much conditioning, what do you expect? Those layers don't come off that easily. Yet I realize now that I am on a right track and am intensely grateful for my opportunities, and I have NOTHING to complain about. Let the journey continue...