Living a life constantly looking back. Then living in present, blissful present. Not even thinking what future brings, but hoping for the better. Seems like I am getting tangled up a bit; something old (not wanting to put it away), something new (not willing to accept it fully)...and then it's me - uncovered, vulnerable, strong, wide-open, accepting, doubting...Growing pains, that's what it is. New stage of development - physical, emotional, spiritual(most importantly) and it's crucial to not go astray right now.