black lillies,white lillies,black lillies,white lillies,black lillies.....why am i red lillie? why why why why why .....lillies surround me they scream they pulsate ..they cry..they...i cant catch up my sanity ..im mad 2night and mad 2morrow and always was a lilly .....a butterfly is flying around ..i will kill it or she will take away a part of me with her....ill kill the butterfly,,,,,ill kill the butterfly....