work...... *sigh*.... what can i say?
again, cant understand what i ever did to piss everybody off? getting slightly paranoid.....work nearly drove me to cutting again last week.... bad.....

theres very little apart from work going on. weird dreams when i finally manage to get to sleep. people i knew for a long time and was sure of turning into something.... scary..... intimidating?... i just realised that theres only one person left who im still sure off and i can trust....tryng not to think about it too much....

sitting here waiting for something to happen....