life once again went from depressing but clear-cut to bloody confusing. stuff. just stuff. not sure who is who anymore. theres one person who remains the same as always and i know i can trust, everyone else.........maybe im just paranoid. maybe for a reason? why do i always write in questions? oh sod it hee hee....

think im going down with a cold. oh well, im hard i can take it

ash to ash
dust to dust
fade to black

but the memory remains.....