Have you ever wished to kill someone so badly, to tear someones flesh away from the bone? To see there ever fiber, drip the essence of there life that you once wanted to hold so badly in your arms down to the floor. Mixing with the dirt and scum so you know more think of them as an exaulted character you once had. To have ever peice of there flesh torn into shreds so you are able to devoure them with your own lust and passion so you can feel the hate and contempt of there own feelings? I wish to take his life in my hands and squeeze out his very last breath...listening to him cry out in agony as I laugh in his face. Ha no better no worse than the beast we both are...He has my love and for this love he hides...he hides behind faces of pain, of laughter, of lies...he is no better than I and I have now wanted none...I wanted he...and he has sucummed my feelings, thoughts, heart...I am left with nothing...Except this tale of death, wanting, and abandonment I dare have done...he know's no pain, all he lives are games, and in my world I only play for keeps...
