When the lights go out what are you left with? When everyone is gone and you are alone in the dark, what are you thinking about?
Is it a happy pink thoughts that somebody somehow will come and resque u? Is it an anger that slides through every pore of your body?
Is it a fear that it will never stop?
"Shut up, close your eyes and listen. I have something to tell you. You are not miserable when you are alone. You are strong and independent when you dont need anybody. You are beautiful when you dont change your looks just to satisfy people. You are the best person ever in this world when you dont think how to fit in."
Well, it's good for someone who has everything to say that. I, personally dont have a jack shit. I hate the world and i hate myself and nothing will change it. So when the lights go out and im alone all i can think about is revenge. For all those things that life did to me. I want to die and im not ashamed of it. But the new day comes and im still alive, still here, still breathing like never before.
I'm on my way there, just hold on for a little bit more and i will come.....
Lights out.