А в новогоднюю ночь я пыталась выгнать ЕГО из головы. Пыталась забыться, напиться.
Бесполезно.
Когда же пройдёт эта тупая боль?
Щас набрала в windows поиске ".txt" и нашла вещи, о которых лучше забыть. Дурацкие переписки. Спошной обман.
Banditka (01:03 AM) :
...about last year.... It wasn't long...for me) don't know what about you)...but it was really good))
Cactus_Maniac (01:08 AM) :
it was the best 6 months :-) looking forward to many many more good months in each others lives :-)
Banditka (01:09 AM) :
heh...in person we were together just...1 month))
Cactus_Maniac (01:12 AM) :
its really not enough is it - i dont know how much time i spent thinking about you - but i think it was alot more than that :-)
Banditka (01:12 AM) :
:-)
Banditka (01:13 AM) :
it's so good that we have each other)))
Cactus_Maniac (01:14 AM) :
yup - our lives are just a little bit different to most peoples ;-) but it doesnt mean we are any less in love!
Banditka (01:16 AM) :
yeah) maybe)
Cactus_Maniac (01:16 AM) :
hummm no maybe for me - i know how much i love you!
Banditka (01:18 AM) :
how much you love me?)) ;-)
ok...i know how much...as much as i love you))
Cactus_Maniac (01:30 AM) :
i love you so much, too much - you've seen how being away from you affects me - im just waiting to see you again all these times apart, you are such an important part of my life and i never want to lose you!

Сижу, реву. . .