Грустно, очень грустно это читать. Чувствую себя маленькой-маленькой...и глупой-глупой...

Almost 5 am....
Just back home...drinking "bloody Mary" and smoking... feel a little lost...no...its not a bad feeling...just strange...now its especially hard to be away from you...
After cinema we was walking home...its pretty warm and there is no cars no people (like in the film, don't remember name, wich we saw in Bath about zombie)...and i was thinking how good it would be to be with you in empty nigth city...
And i have a lot of mamoris now...Brighton, deserted beach, sound of the waves and just you and me...Do you remember? Was good....And remember how good to awake and see you near me...You know i always angry and annoying in the mornings but only with you i was smiling...:) I didnt want this moments to end....
How i maneged to fall in love?! I'm unconscious of it...:)