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To leave You behind was the hardest of all my desicions ever made.
But that voice. I just had no other way. And I regret nothing right now.
You should know that.

You were so empty
I was trying to carry you away
follow me
don't be afraid
follow me
and i will not fade

At first, it was unbearably cold without You. Without kissing You at nights.
I was scared.
Not for my life - but for Your, Dear. In myself I was convinced as never before.
If only You knew how stunningly beautiful that ocean is...

We will meet again
I know
I swear that
We will build a house
And call it home
Forever.

Since that particular day, my life turned upside down. I stopped caring about everything. In a single moment things have changed beyond recognition.
That's when I left myself at home.
In one second.

Today, if I would have been dealing with all those troubles that had crashed on me within the first two days. I think I would not be scared.
It just feels so amazing to be one with nature. With all this morning mist and whispering shores.

It was especially difficult to deal with the memories at nights.
I never liked to be alone with all my thoughts, but in here I just couldn't avoid it.
Even when the sun sleeps, I still thinking of You.
And hoping You're fine.

I never left so calm and light. I know – You're probably spending nights sleepless, waiting for my homecoming.
Sorry, but after all that I've seen here, the last thing I want is to return home.

I'm fine, Dear.
You could be proud of me. That journey was the best of all the things I've ever felt before.

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