Well I still do not understand how a person could love somebody so much……and hate them at times more then anything…..It just seems unreal…of course there is an explanation, I even have something figured out in my head: the person you love greatly influences your mood, you surroundings, so there for if they say or do something that really hurts…you have a greater tendency to hate them. But of course there is also a greater chance you will forgive them a lot faster……a lot faster…

I never used to understand abusive relationships…why is it somebody who is constantly being hurt is willing to stick it out for the sake of love? But that was way before I fell in love myself. No, my relationship is not abusive, and I know that if the relationship will be jeopardizing my life I will get out of it, but the fact is still a fact: I understand that I am willing to make big sacrifices for the sake of love and future. Stupid? Perhaps…But the heart only moves one way…it doesn’t have two roads that it could take…the mind-yes; it could make decisions based on past experiences, but the heart? Never! It will only make decisions based on a pure and simple impulse, well may be not that simple, but definitely and impulse!