Настроение сейчас - indescribable

Two days ago i was totally confused of my feelings. It seemed i'm in love with Bill again. Again in my life. My heart was beating faster when i saw his photos, my mind was blurred by the force of his eyes and smile. And at the same moment i was afraid off that talking to myself to stop doing it. I decided to go to sleep to give up bad thoughts, but when i closed my eyes, his face was waving behind my eyes. I fell asleep thinking of him again. Again. What's going on? i can't understand. My thoughts are slipping away from my mind.
That event had made me think over creating my own diary, cause i don't want my friends to know about it. But at the same time i need to have a little rest of my thoughts.
The Stream Of My Thoughts

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