I'd spent my Sat-evenin' readin' Stephen King's 'Just After Sunset ', two novells were finished by last nite, 'Harvey's Dream' and 'Rest Stop'. I'm goin' to carry on as soon as I finish that post... Noo mood for anything else, what the hell is going on! Last week was amazingly wonderful, sunny and simply awesome. Positive overcomes negative? Well, I think it's just a result of f///// red days. Hopefully. I'm afraid to think about another reason, so I better don't, cause if you don't have it in your mind, how can it be in a list of reasons?

Actually I gotta feeling that Matese winter is slowly going to the end, the weather doesn't seem like changing to any more cold. There is omething of spring in the air, but not banal love. No, there is smth more, something giant, much more than love.

As about love...it exists only in case of egoism. A love for your personality can only be true, others are fake and don't have to be called by this word, people should create some other word to describe all that shit they put in messages, calls, face-to-face, holding hands, hugs in bed and screaming during sex. It's not love. I wonder if I could know what it is. But it's not love, sorry.