43 days left. Obviously I'm in love. With it's atmosphere. How come? No need to look for the answer, living their life is more than enough. I'm to come back there again and again till once I won't come back here. What's there? It's a one big treasure. Windy weather in winter, salty warm breeze, lighty-mooded people around, cobbled pavements with a lotta rubbush during the night and washed brilliantly in the morning, elderly boatmen spending all their time for calm fishing or smoking on the parapet bench and talking with each other loudly, small shop owners, who are standing behind the cashdesk, trying to pretend they've gotta too important work, while in fact they are just reading newspapers, discussing the newest gossips about the locals and then find some objects stolen, but that's not a terrible trouble for them, it's just an unlucky day, tomorrow it must be better. Youth likes to speak about another countris, being sure their motherland is the biggest hole in this world- it's unuseful to bet with them, anyway you've got nothing to say as a result. On the one hand it tenses too much, but the same time you start to learn them more and you can be definitely sure they're the brightest people you've ever seen. B-sides there's an endless fount of wisdom personally for me- crusades, cathedrals, forts, underground towns, caravaggio's masterpieces,my future diplome work-the beheading of st.john the baptist, and this stupid, hard and funny language i ought to learn for the plans to become real. And the last one thing- i know we\re always happy together and too close, this friendship is the dearest thing, one of them, i've ever had. Wish I could stand in portomaso right now, looking at the blacky sea and not less blacky sky, only there night landskape can be so oil! I would take brushes, steal daddy's canvas as i always do, staying in front of the easel I would draw everything i see around. I know im not able to do it now, but the thing is that very soon ill be able to do it everyday, even though im not sure i will have time for it because of you and because of 14 days only.
That's a perfect reason to stay there forever. I'm a stupid painter, but painter anyway.