I hate it soo much. This fucking feeling that I've done smthing wrong. Ye shure..each time Iam asking you where you are. Ye right, It seems that love has gone..your love has gone...has changed in to the somekinda questions,claims. And what the hell with this option. Ye right..I dont believe in your love anymore. Your words are just like a lie. I hate this feeling...from the bottom of my heart..I hate it. I hate that I made a tattoo...i like it but i hate it because it was for you...for me..for us. There will be no us anymore. I want to smash something..
I'd like to travel back in time..in june...and change everything...
I'd like to sleep well...but it wount happen for a very long time
I'd like to kill myself...that would be easier...
I'd like to call you back...but that would be silly...
I've called you..so naive me...

I dont know what to say.
Hope...I hope I will die.