:) true, sometimes it is very to be in New York having friends, and sometimes it is better to be alone, I choose to have the hardest way no matter what. I can be very lonely among freinds, and be having friends while being alone. It is hard, and I'm little tired of it. I don't want fuckbuddies I need a girl that I can rely on, that I can trust. Love or whatever...
i think everybody feels like that sometimes.
i personally have a bad habit of calling friends up "hey call me. we'll chat". and then they'll call 5 sec later and i dont bother picking up the phone.
i'm bad.
i just want to go out and meet tons of people, i dont want a sagnificant other at the moment, i dont even care for sex, for now i can take care of myself.
dont worry )))) sweety, love or whatever always waits around the corner.