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Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Feel awful.
Just woke up after horrible night.
Couldn't sleep till 5, and when finally fall asleep was waking up every hour...
Fuck
Can't breathe.
Why do I feel so fucked?
I even don't love him... maybe
So, why?!!!
I thought that after I sleep I'd feel better and be able to forget about it, but...
My heart is hurting so much. And I cannot stop my hands from trembling.
Fuck.
I hate this feeling.
Hate being so weak.
Hate it all...........................................................