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Daniel F. Gerhartz "The dawn of hope"

Sometimes it seems to me that all my life devided in two parts: with Alex and without. And now it's like I returned back to my previous life without him, it's like i've done step back, lost something very important. But thanks God I've learnt my lesson. If will learn how to be alone, I will be able to love with true love. And - "Don't be afraid a life will end, be afraid it will never begin". Don't throw away close people anymore. Don't escape from the future. Admit it. Face it.

Thank you for the end of a long wait, for a nice fandom stuff, for the secrets of the city, for a new experience, for the strength to admit my mistakes, for "never more", for long conversations about everything, again and again for understanding without words (How does it happens? Really, i wonder, how? I haven't even finished my phrase, but you've already understood what i'm talking about! I just said smth like "Firstly you keep silence for a long time and trying not to notice and then you realize you don't care anymore. Remember how..." and you finished it! You easily could think about something else, my phrase wasn't clear enough to understand it, but you've done it! How?! ),  for a places we've never been, for probably the only one lane in our city, for a very good acoustics in a house (while we were sitting in the street we were able to hear somebody was cutting a cabbage at their home), for the luck (we explored such deserted streets so many times, everything could happend to us, but we're still safe and sound), for the realization that everyone who we see in the remote corners of the city don't even know about the existance of a little street near to our home, for abandoned hospital (my mom told me that it used to be the third City Hospital), for the monument dedicated to mother, for the old signboards, for a very odd swing (i wouldn't dare to try it on), for funny graffiti (btw there is the same one in another place) for amazing photos of the sunsets (I have strong desire to experiment with them in PS), for funny foreign languages (Кав'ярня, Kaninhen, Papagei, Kakerlake...And what is a baby in Ukrainian again?), for being dead tired but very happy in the same time.

Oh, yes, and for Ванильный гопник. It's untranslatable, i think. Oooooh, he looked so sad and so funny at the same time, i couldn't decide whether to laugh or to cry.