That's it.
i'm leaving this goddamn city. 
i never found a job.
i'm a loser i know.
i'm going to my grandma, i hope not for long though.

these stupid plans never helped me, i didnt finish them. oh god.
i love greg house - i love him i adore him!!! i must find an idea for my new book with such a character in it.

it is midnight and i still didnt collect my luggage.

i feel miserable as hell.