У меня в голове заело песню Адамса . Заело не только слова, но и эмоции. 

Бегу. Сопротивляюсь. Борюсь... Сама с собой. 

What this is holding me. I`m not where I supposed to be

Why did it all go wrong?I wanna know what's going on

I know I`ll be back. I wount be beat. 

So it`s o`key. I`ll find the way.

I`m gonna get me there someday.