Why does it always happen like this?

You are right, i am wrong
You're a saint, i am shit,
Dont't say a word, I'm leaving...
Angels have their own issues.

How can you be so anxious?
Can't you see i'm dying
My suffering is your happiness,
My blood is your water.

I was wrong, once again,
By letting you in my soul,
And the feelings i have,
I will ignore...

I was wrong... I don't need forgivness...
Not anymore. Emptiness inside. So cold. So Lonley.