Отдельные дни бывают такие ужасные... Я никогда не забуду тех дней состродания...

I'm fall to your knees
With everything
And everywhere
i just want to tell the truth

It's gone to be another day
It's gonna be a lonely day.
It's better ever i could say?

was it always like a game?
May be i just want to stay.
Deep in past of our lifes.


When you leaving me, i'm leaving you.
But I'll never close my mind.
you'll never leave it to me,


Every night, every day,
Till the moment you could stay.




When everything avoiding me.
And every tear of our dream.
Makes to be another day.
Do you else want to be?

Open your heart, and tell me once more.
How was it look to be before.

Why can't we talk
like was it used to be before?
(с)Djek 2008


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Price of Love
Drop of nightmare wakes me up.
I feel empty of the night.

Now my heart cast shadowed light.
Light
of hating, makes me proud.

Proud
of endure i've got.
And the nightmare of the hope.

Bright! Like darkness of my mind.
Tried?
But haven't opened all my feelings
Which leads me to the path of love.

Hey! I wanted to give you my heart!
Give you my soul.

Now i'm looking for you,
cause it's looks like i'm missed.
Blinded, and out of realise.
I follow your steps in the snow of the heaven.
i'm Trying to catch every your breath in the air.

But Angels noticed my pain and my shy.

Price of this love makes even angels cry.
(c) Djek 2008
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Like a vision that i saw tonight.


You keep my heart screaming.
Maybe i'm searching for your love?
But it takes me less then forever....

I've felt a chance
But it hurts me too.
There is no distance,
In my love.

This moment trusts me.
And every dream,
That you have build in my heart.
Now trusting to my pain.

Have you ever asked yourself,
Are there heaven in the sky?
(c) Djek 2008 23 of March
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D.O.A.
Every feeling i've got
every nightmare of hope
touches my cover of heart
and revives myself's absorb.


This predictable night
Tells me fake of my mind
And i lie to myself
That your love deeply saved.
(c)Djek 2008
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Die & cry
This day of deepest nightmare,
This try of endure, i have got.
I want to kill the pain of nearest hope.
And all the dreams that i have failed.



I want to make you go under,
But don't know who are you.

And maybe you're not the true,
And maybe she'll not find you anyway..

I wish you die, i wish you cry!
I wish you loose your fighting!
I see you're weak.
And you can't speak to me.


This pain now turns like kind of nightmare.

I want to know,
Is it your happyness?
Is it your honor?
Is it your Victory?


And now this blood cleans my sorrow.
Sorrow of happyness, and force of weakness.
(c) Djek 23 Of April.
3 Дня спустя после кошмара, замечу что подстригся я 20.
Написал это к тому что я всего себя изрезал нахуй. Это были самые ужасные дни.... И подстригся я под шоком какой то хуйни, самое что странное что я сегодня опыть об этом вспомнил стило мне из далека это увидить.... ГАвно.....