I had a mental breakdown.
it's when you crying and crying,histerically.
it was scary and surprising to myself.

but i'm proud of myself....
i was about to do it in right place...
i almost did it.i even pressed so i had a mark...
but i didn't do anything.

...i went to the bathroom and just looked at the mirror.
i took a towel and looked again...
...and suddenly i started crying!
i was crying so badly, so loud.
i was screaming.
at nothing, with no reason....
i couldn't stop untill 2 am...
and i had to get up at 6 am....


This week is FUCKED UP ok.....