It took me a lot of time to get over his death. Many years. It shuttered me.

But i know, that if it hadn't happened, i would've been a different person.

Strangely enough, i would be a worse person.

I wouldn't have tried so hard to prove to myself that he would be proud of me, had he been alive.

And i wouldn't have strived to read so much, to be intellegent,

to be a person people will miss years after i'm gone.

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