i write all this crap and it feels like i undress without any shame, but with some disgust.
disgust about me, my life and all around and what were around.
just shut up and don't think. shut up and listen.
shut up and know. that all of everything is so pathetic. and piss off with your whore, little shit.

все было так, как будто надо почти умереть, чтобы тебя полюбили. (с)