31.05.09 (HAIRS GONE)

My hairs are gone! Holy Christ!!! FUCKING SHIT!!! FUCKING DOME ASS SHIT!!!
I made a haircut… Too fucking short for me!!! Argh!!!
No more long hairs in my head! No fucking emo hairs!!! I was Craig Mabbit and become SCHOOL IDIOT FUCKING STUPID LITTLE PUNK BOY!!!
I’m crying… Because I’m very ugly with this haircut!!! Very ugly!!! And I’m shy!!! Shy to walk out from home! Argh!!! Cry, cry, cry… Oh, no… I’m not emo boy anymore… Cry, cry, cry…

My dad is listening Kyo right now. Its French rock band from guess where? France! Hah…

Today I passed my first exam at university. It was Scenario and Directing lessons… Wow, I don’t even expect that today will be exam! But I’ve passed! Yeah! Yeah!!! She like me! And she will read J.F at summer. Great! Evan is nice! Was with normal haircut… Cry, cry, cry…

Wanna eat. Going for a meal…
It was pancakes. Awesome.

I will never look in the mirror.
Wanna play soccer. Went damn away…

… (Deeply in the night after midnight)

Its amazing feeling – Love inside… Inside both of young teenagers…

Already tape 57.471 words in J.F…
Leaf killed six evil characters. Hiff already returned to the home… Dudley and Hilary found secret portal… Philipp is gonna to have an auto crash… Howard produces memories…

Love…

Goodnight diary.
I pray my dreams come true.
I pray, I pray, I pray

Useless prays…
But unstoppable prays.