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crap I need more practice in English...decided to write smth just in this language.

I want already spring to come.I feel so freakin' tired...and I'm kinda upset cos I didn't pass that exam in biology.gotta redo it.I've never thought that I'll have problems with biology since it used to be one of the most favorite subjects.I'm disappointed with my own.
I decided that I need to change my treating to ppl.actually I started to notice that I became rude and angry and I don't contact with ppl like I used to...and I'm afraid that I'll stay like this the whole my further life.I don't want to, so here what I decided to do ( my plan...GOTTA do it!!!):

-stop arguing with my roommates.enemies make me stronger and that's why I gotta love them...sigh that's hard to love those girls but I'll try.I guess they were a lil bit shocked when they so me so friendly smiling right into their faces...wahaha!it was right decision!
-gotta be more communicative and to talk with ppl more.I seriously need more friends.dno why, but we don't chat with Megan and Jenna that much now.maybe cos of time...dno.I can't even write the letter to Meg, I dno what should I write about.but still I miss her and they both will stay in my heart forever..
-gotta do smth with this exam in biology.else gotta think positive: I will pass this fucking test and nothing will stop me!I feel lazy and that's it!gotta fight with my lazyness.

and that's it for now.
smn please turn on the Sun.I so need it...
sigh...

kisses and hugs <3