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Настроение сейчас - defenceless

The second course started and now I feel such a pressure of society on me. In first days it made me even sometimes cry. Now I feel sorta stronger, but still... Last week was a disaster, simply disaster. Maybe it's funny but I've got bad mark for my piercing... and yesterday I've took off my piercing just for that pair to make my teacher more comfortable (who likes to get bad marks, huh?) and then I've got good mark and I've tried to put on my piercing and failed - it was already curing. I was about to cry cos I don't want to take it off.

Now I feel myself defenceless and just like the others. Now I've got it - the piercing was smth like my own protection and rebelliousness and now it's gone. Now I look so girly maybe pretty but not or me cos I feel uncomfortable. sigh... R.I.P. for piercing

now I think maybe I should to pierce the tongue? hm....