Настроение сейчас - :(

It was more than just love...it was total submission to HIM.I couldn't exist, I couldn't breath without him...I couldn't live...it was more than love...it was a dream...it was a lie...a beautiful lie..so beautiful that I couldn't...just couldn't understand that, in fact IT WAS! a lie...it's so hard to finally admit, that I was just one of many, that I was just a toy...a toy...GOD!i can't still believe it...strange, isn't it?the human's mind?everybody around tries to prove you that you're NOTHING to him, that HE doesn't deserve you, that he is a total ASSHOLE, but you don't believe, because the only person you believe is HIM.EVERYbody can lie to u, but not HIM...it was just a dream, right?time to wake up...