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I'm in a little  trouble now...I can't break my stupid shell of prejudises...it's too hard to do it now...I know, thah I must do it...but my heart won't stay it...why I need u in this terrible moment of my life???I don't want it to be so!!!!!!!!!!But I can't change it...so...if u love me...please help me!!!