Oh, it's awful.
All this summer I will be in the town~~~
I tryed to persuade my parents to go to the camp. Because all my freinds go there, and I don't want to stay here alone.
But, of course, they didn't resolve it nor even it is my last summer. Next summer will be all in problems with institute. And also next summer I will be 17, so I can't go to the camp... I will be adult...

It's very painfully for me...
They force me to go to the tutor all summer!
A haven't ever seen pupil who go to the tutor in summer, especially the summer before receipt.
It's very difficult to leave on my parents' laws... I can't say that I hate them, because I've already get used to these conditions. But sometimes I feel something like weariness, hostility... I want to run away from it... But I can't.

I have never speak about it with somebody, even with my best friends. And I write it here only because nobody read my diary. It's good in some way, because I may not to hide it under the pillow. My life as circle, and I couldn't leave it, couldn't descend on other path.

Maybe in my world doesn't remain man, who will be sincere with me...

The End of my story will be soon... End - not die. But not beginning either...
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