Yeah...
You see that...
in my mind i figure out that i am lost...
i don't know where this source of pain comes...
my hand is shaking, i can't stop it...
i look in the mirror ....
and i don't belive that i am bleeding...
i don't get the point why i am crashing...
i look in my eyes but there is no joy....
i feel like i am in a dream on my life stage...
i look at your picture screaming so loud ...
you.. put my life without no words to say...
look what you done to me...
the pain is deep, i can't sleep...
i still saying, am i lost my mind....
looking for peace inside me, my heart goes..
it is really this, am i suppose to be...
your faces make me hit myself..
and i can't stop hearting myself ...
you force me to do all this..
all emotions i have still carry me out....
if you don't still agree you don't see...
my heart feels you so accept me with you..
this feeling brakes me out....
everything will explode in any minute...
if i run this wont keep me strong enough ..
so i could survive ...
see that you killed me ....
and i never expected to be....