Настроение сейчас - fucked up

I've made my life completely misarable
wrong
empty
dirty
unbearable
unfeasible

and i'm fucking hate you,
i'm fucking hate every word of you,
i'm hidden in your black soul
and you don't even notice me in you...
or i can't find you in my body and thoughts...

i'm fucking hate you
bitch
but
i'm fucking need you