i'm looking on all those happy people.
honestly, they are stupid. i mean they don't care about any science.
and i understand that if you don't know the truth, you can feel happy.
seems like i know much anything about processes around me, but nothig about happyness...
no. i know almost everything about happyness. but i don't want to open myself.
i don't want to hear lie, tell lie... tell that everything is wonderfull and everybody are friendly and polite.
i know that this is a bullshit. and it hurts me. but i can't do anything against. i can't change myself.
world around isn't demoralized. i am demoralized..
i will be alone and old forever.
i have to learn the joy of life.
but HOW?..
this is not Linux. i can't do man happyness
teacher, where are you?