Настроение сейчас - Positive =)

Tea, insomnia, exams I don't attend.. occasional feeling that I'm a normal member of society. Piece of invariable indifference.

I feel that I'm changing. My wishes, desires and concerns.. Everything is changing. It is kind of scary but hopeful. Thoughts about despair disappeared. I want to live again) It is something, isn't it?

I want to study Interior Design! I really want smth, I really want to be smb. It's good.. yeah, it feels really good. I'm ready to take a big step, to risk, to change my life.

Though need to be loved grew too.. But I really hope that I'll be able to cope with it. Too optimistic?) Oh, i love being optimistic.

P.S. Thanks for the picnic) It helped. A lot :)