последний пост окончательно....что хочу написать на последок????..
многое.....
[свои мысли...свои чувства......
что я чувствую???.....боль,страдание,страх,огорчениеи.....любовь........к нему...он возможно никогда об этом не узнает....]
[а может так будет лучше?????...]
[yes.....
he does not know....I will die with love to him........and it will be so!!!.......
I want to escape...far...I want that all forgot me...LONELINESS FOREVER????.... it will be so!!!!....
THERE IS SUFFERING AND PAIN IN THE SOUL:????..... it will be so!!!!...]
[нет ничего...нет больше нас....](слова Ру)
[сейчас они как раз для меня...]
[soul my breaks a secret to pieces already a lot of time....
while I live..but I die slowly...
I simply perish on eyes friends....in the eyes....and interesting, I like all of it!!!
all of sufferings...they give me moral satisfaction!!!]
[yes..now I write it with tears on eyes....honestly...and I do not hide the emotions...I cry....very much me..strongly on a spirit..I want, to tear a spirit, that all of tears, pain and sufferings was outpoured on a floor....]
[I want to die...but dying is beautiful!!!! BY LOVE!!!!
it is the most beautiful death!!!!
I do not have a heart anymore!!!!! a fate tore up and aborted...and I even neznayu where it....who other does can will find him, will bring and will insert into place??]
[life tore off me wings which carried me to him.....these were the wings of love....and life..it tore up them for me...!!!]
[I LOVE!!!! I SUFFER FOR IT!... ]
[I am thankful life, that it complimented with me it sense!!!]
P.S.простите за ломаный анлийский...я его знаю плохо=(