I hate, I hate,I hate,I hate, I hate, I hate,I hate<<<-- the only feeling that i can feel for real and with all my heart-->>> I hate, I hate, I hate,I hate , I hate, I hate, I hate-->>> Where can i hide from this Fucking feeling? I want my heart to be amty,without love inside ( actually, i already don't have it), without hope just like a porcelain doll-->>> I hate , I hate,I hate,I hate , I hate,I hate,I hate-->>>I want my brain to be dead,сause  thoughts just kill me......

I hate.....

 the voice in the back of my mind stilly whispered : "Oh,darling,nobody needs you, what the fuck are you thinking about, what the fuck are you writing about? nobody cares,nobody needs this bullshit! The world says : " You are domb" ! Why do you think different?"

i don't wanna see all these people...
and i would, if only i could.....
i would stay in this emotional state forever.....if only i could
i would stop the time.....if only i could
i would make a new day not to begins.....if only i could
i would make me disappear..... if only i could (in that case i'll make the life easier for many people)
But sorry, i have no power.....
And i would, if only a could.....

P.s. Rebecca (just started)