И лишь свернувшись в клубок на своей постели, в обнимку с любимой игрушкой ты пытаешься закрыть глаза. Понимая на сколько это глупо, тебе становится ещё больше все равно. Потеряв голос, стараешься набраться сил, чтобы просто это пережить. Приняв последнюю таблетку снотвоврного, лишь сильнее поджимаешь под себя колени, словно от боли и ждешь с нетерпением, когда же сможешь провалиться в эту бездну, чтобы хотя бы на какие-то несколько часов уйти от всего этого.
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Dreaming comes so easily
Cause it's all that i've known
True love is a fairytale
I'm damaged, so how would I know?

I'm scared and i'm alone
I'm shamed and I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Won't let anyone get close to me
I'm damaged, as i'm sure you know

I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm shamed and I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

There's only for my soul
And undo this fear
Forgiveness for a man
Who was stronger
I was just a little girl
But I can't look back

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

Can't go back...
I can't go back...
I must go on...