It's too difficul for me to understand what's happening now. I'm sure something goes wrong, but the problem is that I don't know what's exactly wrong.Maby I'm just growing up and every day the world becomes more complicated. As older I get, the more problems I have. From time to time, it seems nobody even notice me and my personal world...they are too busy, as they have their own to care. But please do remember about me, please, please,please...I need you as I've never needed ///////crying,dying...