I've never felt for a bit as good as i feel around you, at you, with you.
You are the epitome of everything i've ever wanted. The person i am today, the changes i made, it's all because of you. Because i can't stay here and keep doing nothing while you're here on this planet. There is nobody like you on this fucking planet.
I'm struggling. I'm struggling all this time. With you, without you, around you, put away to the distance from you. Only to know. It made me realize.
It's fucking sad. It's so fucking sad. Но каждый день прожитый ради этого, и каждая мысль и движение, что я сделал ради этого, всё это того стоит. Я здесь и сейчас, как и ты. Моим попыткам изменить эту константу не будет конца, или я умру пытаясь.
Ты никогда не жил, если никогда не умирал.