DISAPPEARES, DISAPPEARS

                                                                         I've always really thought about it much
                                                                         It's only ever violence- that's in your touch

Some words about myself, my soul, my heart and my love- DISAPPEARS! Somebody falls in love, somebody breaks their hearts, we've never fell in love, we only fell in parts.....I want to be loved when i don't love anyone.....but most of all i hate myself- I am fucking cruel and violent bitch, moron and crazy idiot....I am very clever in my fucking soul, but i'll never show it....Because i'd like everybody think that i am stupid little kid!

I know that HE doesn't love me, I am  only HIS toy which can be thrown away today....tomorrow....a week later....I DON'T WANT TO BE HIS TOY!So i'll throw away a piece of my soul again....AGAIN....This will not hurt HIM, i know, it hurts only me, HE has got about 100 stupid blonde girls like me ...i don't love you like i loved you yesterday....Watch out me....and better stay away or i'll kill you by my pink nails долбанный бабник! <=In russian this words sound great!!!!

                                                                                                                                                                                                                [Hate, ShiZa]