I'm sad... again. I've drunk almost half-bottle of limoncello. I love limoncello... One of my dogs, the small one is asleep on my lap, it's so sweet) But I'm still sad, cause my future seems kinda bleak, I'm not doing the job connected to my speciality, I'm alone... hence bleak future...I really wanna move somewhere... right now I'm thinking usa or australia but i don't have the money and i'm not sure on what terms...scholarship? internship? how? so i'm sad(