I love nights like this, when you know that something horrifying waits for you tomorrow and you try not to sleep and catch every minute before the dawn breaks.
I love laying on the floor having the earphones on and camera in my hands, dissolving in music. I'm under this freakishly bright lamp with warm light. My neon sky. The camera gives a weird feeling of power. It's just a heap of glass and plastic but it makes you see this world differently.
The spring outside brings this inevitably fleeting feeling of lightness. The wind in my hair. This amazing smell, better than any trendy perfume. The warmth.
It's weird to start it all over, to get reborn, renewed, just to begin to feel like myself again.
Gaaaah. So good. <3
I guess the sleep finally overcomes me, hence my thoughts get so tangled with my dreamy mood.
Time to switch off my neon sky.
