Настроение сейчас - smile....as usual

Everything must be changed.
Everything`s become boring.
I`m trying with all my might.
But Nothing wanna change.
It`s clear `cause I even became to write here more often.
Nothing`s gonna change.
But Everything must be changed.
All my heroes are dead or seriously ill,it`s a pity.
I`m shy.
This strange sky is weighing heavy on me.
But look me around when i come around and be back here again.
I wanna change,that`s just about 50% of what i wanna get.
And that fact makes me smile.
When i come around.