dude.
that is seriously shit.
this whole entire thing with the guys.
all of it is shit.
i know ur worried out of ur mind, about them finding you and killing you, im fukin sitting here biting my nails when u dont call, ur not online or anything cos i keep thinking something happened, olga and eugene are fukin sitting here calming me down 24/7 because of that and i cant say a word to them on why im like this.
they know something is wrong
but like, this is between me and u.
and olga has no buisness in this.
these guys really need to fukin hop off.
i keep thinking theres nothing i can do, but there are things i can do.
i can get a bunch of my friends, and tell all them, they'll get their friends and so forth, and this shit is gonna go down.
or me and olga and eugene so and fukin talk to these guys and settle everything.
just cos im a chick and i act like im a fukin moron, and dont know shit
doesnt mean thats who i am.
i can talk them into fuking off.
without violence, no more phone calls, no more threats.
its easily done for me.
i know too many people for them to start.
so seriously.
let me help u out or something.
because this is just making things worse for me and u.
if i dont get to see u tomorrow or saturday
im not gonna be able to see u till next next monday.
when regents week starts.
and im not sure if im taking regents then yet.
so yea.
this is really fucked up.
i care about you, and this shit just makes me go crazy inside