wheh, as anyone of u, my anonimous readerz, could decide - according to my damn fukin rare posts  in the recent time - i'm damn fukin fine.

yep, dear. as it is common for humans, we don't describe our happiness, we decribe only our pain and sufferings.
as i'd already said somewhere, i'm absolutely usual man, like u and like him, and like her (but still more alike him, differing to her :)))
the only our difference is that im still able to dream and to move to gain my dream.
of course it is not for everybody, there re some exceptions which are proving this simple rule)

Well.. whatz about me.

I'm still workin in Total Ink as bod mod artist, i'm writing the diploma in the university (fuck yea, it's the last, 4th grade, and i'llget the bachelour degree after passin last exams on summer), and i'm busy in two show-units.
I should say, this takes damn lot of my free time (no, smtms i have a few to meet my friends, but these moments happen rarely..)

and this is why i've decided to forbid all the relations wiz girls. i can easily forgot about my businesses followwing my emotions, so better i wouldn't even start em.
Of course i don't exclude havin relations, but practically no one girl could accept my conditions, i guess))
so whether i will find some a chick who will help me to move to my dream and, vice versa, who will be helped by me, without any promises and 'eternal love' :DD
or i'll stay alone. 
As it is said, the worst man is one who couldn't bring fun to himself by himself))
im not the worst :D
i lov.. emmm.... not loneliness but... dunno how to say. i lov to be single, may be)
i dont prefer this state, but now it is the best my choice)
im too tired to sacrifice my businesses 9= my future) n honour of stupid feelings which give me nothing, i cant even say that i have enjoyed last relations. 

So now im socialising and workin on my future.
sure, this period of my life will efine my future in a high rate degree.

Also, i have some probabilities to travel a littl bit in may - the first target is moscaw and the second one may become kiev.
im crossing fingers in honour to get all this. i had never been in kiev. it is the most proper time.
and summer promises me a trip to Ankara, Turkey. 
Turkish BME-society needz my help! :DD So, who knows... i keep my fingers crossed about it))

so this is how i am.
as u can c, everything is ok and there's nothing to worry about.
hope, i'll find some time to turn back to u, my blog, and to write some details about my life and thoughts.

PS
i've passed laboratory today. it was funny - i'd sent three laboratory works reports to my teacher via email.
The joke was that unexpectedly, i'd sent one of that three reports written in russian and another two - in english :DD
it is a habit to write everything in eng)
but i should say this my  teacher was really good and she got all three reports passed :DD
it is respectful)

woah.
be what will be.
the show must go on!