Well..
it's time to put a final dot in my previous life.

Changes.. yes. the're so painful.
BUT SO SWEET!

What do u know about dream?
What is your dream? Do u have it? 
How far could u go to gain it? How much can u abandon yourself?

Some dreams require to pay more than usual man or woman could even imagine.
My dream does.
I should change. I should abandon myself, but save my personality at the same time.
And i will change.
I've droped a lot of tears while having accepted this decision. It is really difficult - to forget yourself. To ERASE YOURSELF.
Partially.. But.. How could u imagine without a finger, for example?

AHAHA, AND I COULD!!!!!
Sure, i'll cut it, nevertheless! After two years of thinking.. Im ready to lose a part of me in honour of my dream!
This is my symbolism feature. This act will be the greatest symbolic act in my life i think. And it would be DAMN TOTALLY deliberate action.

Now i know what should i change. And i'd already started to do it.
Let it be CHANGES!!!.... And let it be Loki, Flammy and their Dream!.. And let the world write the Story about our Love!
Now i'm ready to do this sacrifice. I'll destroy everything which will make obstackles to my moving to my Dream.
Even it would be me. ESPECIALLY if it would be me.

The first steps are already done.
Every long way one thousand miles length begins with a one tiny step.
And sure, i wouldn't move through this hard way alone.
Great thanks for u, my lovely Flammy for everything u've done for me.

This is the myphological Eternal Engine. Me and You. 
We'll develop each other till we'll go to our Far Dreams and our common Dream.

God bless us. And maybe, one day we'll bless the God.