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20.04.2007
At last I managed to get to my little world….
Though most of things said here are just my everyday routine life…….
And I’ve lost the source of inspiration, to be accurate the person who used to be a part of that source……
Now I’m lost and can’t write anything….
The only one who is left is my DEAR ADAM…..
Though he has a wife………….
How ironic…to say that the only one who’s left is a 28-year old guy, who also is married…
Maybe I become crazy??????
Though I don’t feel like he is not with me anyway……..
Guess I really got lost…………..
But I don’t see anyone who will fit me……..
Yeah, guess I went insane………….
Though it was inevitable…….how pathetic……
*******
You saw how I was slowly fading
So instead of giving me some support you’ve just decided to let me go…..
I was never able to understand you, especially now….
Guess you was always afraid of responsibility, but why have you been doing it all that time back than???!!!!!!
Even if I’ll never know the answer, I want you to know, that the inevitability you’ve been always teaching me now means nothing to me, cause I know that’s all in your head….
That means FROM NOW ON I WILL MAKE MY OWN FUTURE and you won’t be able to interfere with me ever again!!!!!!!!!!!