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15.03.2007
Volleyball was great today)))
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You sit in the corner and quietly cry
You’re afraid to show anyone you may be weak sometimes and you need support
You thought the things will improve but everything goes wrong
The world started to crush but THE ONE didn’t care
The truth was that THE ONE didn’t even know that it can be
“And you keep drowning further and further in the darkness of your own bothers…..”
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I can’t understand: WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO BE????!!
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME??!!!!!!!!!!
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THAT DAY
I wanted to erase your fever
Wanted to free you from tough thing
From pain that thing had you delivered
I thought you need to me to cling
But you kept “standing over there”
Unwilling just even to live
That time to me was like a nightmare
That time used to be my grief
You said:”that time’s the last”
But have forgotten it too fast
I stopped believing any word
With me it didn’t touch a chord
I saw how you destroyed yourself
I tried so hard into to delve
I’ve had strength to make out something
Help you get into real life’s swing
Just when you said that was enough
I knew that you needed my love
Decision came but too late
Inside of you was only hate
You turned your back to everyone
That was the last thing you have done
Your friends had left you one by one
Even with stuff you had no fun
Your soul could stay here no more
Dark thoughts you could not now ignore
That day you saw sunlight last time
Your life has ended, WHY NOT MINE?!!